My best is the best I can do right now.
I know that barring dumb luck, in the future my best might be better if I keep learning.
I'm ok with my best right now being not as good as it might be in theory.
I'm ok with working hard and still doing it badly.
That's what learning feels like.
Doing doesn't feel like shopping.
Doesn't feel like planning.
Doesn't feel like success.
Even though it is.